Ok, university is getting on my nerves, this journey to enter the 'real' world is starting to become harder and when you lack in motivation you tend not to care anymore. Sure, I hand in my assignments and get everything done, but its always at the last minute. I have come to the realisation that I am suffering a bad case of Third Year Blues, I speak to everyone around me who are in the same position as me, and everyone is just lacking copious amounts of motivation. I think the overall feeling of my cohort and those who are in Third year, is that they just want it over already, we just wanna go out there and finally be someone, instead of moping around stuck in a computer lab struggling to do assignments all day. Even though I and others feel this way, I am personally not looking forward to working full-time, 5 days a week. I know to expect a rough ride in my first year of teaching, and it doesn't look that great! As much as I also want to go out there and make a difference to a students life, I also don't feel fully ready to teach as well, I guess thats why I am still at uni doing assignments which are just plain annoying. Seriously this journey is becoming overwhelming, I feel that I am also just getting lazier and lazier as the years go by. I feel like taking a year off, but it would be pointless seeing as next year is my final year, so I guess I gotta suck it up, and harden up for the upcoming months ahead.

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